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What I truly feel...
Saturday, February 27, 2010 at 12:52:00 AM

Dear Band,

What do you guys really intend to do? Are you gonna continue on like this? Are you contented with your life in band? Do you think we sound really good? Are you even doing anything about it?
Attitude. You guys have no heart. You guys lost it amongst the scores that you guys dumped in your shelves. Where is the motivation? Concert is in 2weeks. How....?
I know you people don't care. yes.
But do you know how much am I putting into this.
I've never thought i could play a 26 paged solo . Ever. But I just did.
I've never thought i could play a euphonium to such a "standard" in just barely a month.
I've never thought i could quit my job and come self pract?! i must be crazy rite?
but yea, let me get this straight.
I've quit my job.
I've not enough money for my poly expenses.
I've done my work.
I've come for self practice.
I've completed MORE than 100min HA! HA! HA!
I've take the buses down to school despite the rates on poly students.
I've put in effort to make sure I look good on the actual day.
I've practiced my solo, even though it's not the best yet but im still trying.
I've single handedly sold more tickets than ALL the sec1s did by far.
I've no idea why ppl can't do likewise.
(you guys really want to perform in an empty hall??! OH CMON!)

Guys, people call me a freak.
They tell me I'm wasting my time.
They tell me I'm stupid.
And you guys still joke all the time.


Thanks for all who cared.

and those people i mentioned in my previous post.
Sorry. I'm just stating facts.

If it really offends you I am truly sorry but that's how i feel.

I'll play for you.


2 more WEEKS!! ++
Monday, February 22, 2010 at 11:02:00 AM

Concert's in 2 weeks plus plus..
and I think the band is rather screwed.

No way I'm letting the concert die out like practice room.
I think I should really stop working and go back to help out..
well, should I?

I'll play for you.