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Wednesday, April 15, 2009 at 9:56:00 PM

Please stop playing lame games..
It's irritating.
People have their privacy so do you.
Well,
I'm just saying...

Perhaps being too cautious and paranoid
wouldn't do me any good after all huh?
Well, I cannot hope. I cannot pray.
I have to succumb to Fate.
No matter how i try to change it.
Fate is everything.
I don't care if Jesus or Buddha exist
but they are not doing any good for me.
Perhaps my life is just have to live my life alone? Forever?
Everyone around me always have their chance.
Why not me? Hope is hope that ONNNE day a miracle would happen.
I told myself no.
Cannot hope.
Cause I don't believe it would happen.
It's just like this.
I just gotta follow.
I can't change.
I can only hopelessly hope for a change.
The hope that never came.
I'm too hurt
I never want to get hurt ALL over again.
People say i deserve a chance, I stand a chance.
But i believe no.
It's just too impossible.
Whenever it starts, I would know.
and when it does, my love life is screwed all over again.
Now more than twice bitten, i decided not to be a risk-taker.
but to be someone who
waits, waits and waits..
aimlessy
searching for someone who is willing to accept.
then again,
It's not gonna happen.

I'll play for you.