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Monday, April 27, 2009 at 6:54:00 PM

Here it goes again, failing my papers again.
Bah..it's not even the 'O's.. whats the problem??
Yea, life is so good to be free.
Not the best but I like it though,
no much things to worry about at the moment.
Flashbacks in the past,
right now,
I would be settling some friendship/social problem.
Well, can't specify which is it can I?
Ya, now step down from band,
no worries of self-practice
no worries for the section. (Currently yes I still am-.-)
no worries of admin work. ( I screwed a lot in the past)
no worries about SYF (It's over)
no worries about opening and closing the band room (though i still go down as often as i used to)
Sadly, everything seems to be drifting away.
..thinking about it, i kinda' like my so sophisticated life..
It's so full of color,
red orange yellow green blue indigo violet?
black and white?
Dark and Bright?
It's all over, as I told myself.
I'm moving on.
to this dull and monotonous life...
It's like from City to Countryside.
Everything is so peaceful here.
Although I have studies to look out for,
I still felt, burden-less?
Perhaps it's a time for me to rest and relieve myself??
No I guess, this sophisticated life i had,
The one i suffered the most, and learned the most from,
happens for
a reason.
And I suppose that now,
there are no problems such as those in ages past,
Problems like those are like dramas on TV
You start watching episode one,
you "love" it,
the characters, the play, the makeup, the designs, the aesthetics, all.
However, in this sequel
certain episodes make you happy
whereas some harbors evil
the characters,
it bugs you
You want to bring this "evil character"
to it's demise.
but its drama
you can only watch.
Wanting the drama to end
you proceeded episodes after episodes
you became addicted
and the pain is not going to go away.

You see, simply,
ending this is not by watching it
go on and on.
It will never end.
It's addiction, like dramas.
You stop watching.
Just stop.
The pain will be numbed
The addiction will cease.

is just simply,
let it go?



It's maiden prologue
Agonized with anticipation
The finale and epilogue
Carries the fear of cessation

it's the play's end after all
why is there no curtain call?

I'll play for you.