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| Saturday, April 18, 2009 at 6:03:00 PM |
After much thought, I realise. That I shouldn't bother so much already. It's not going to change la. My fate.. I leave it to decide my destiny. And YES. I'm not gonna bother about you, you, you or you anymore. anyone lar. All the gina gina problematic people. I bother. You all just don't appreciate. And then when i don't bother then you guys like attitude-.- Aiyah, well, i did my part. I just can't be bothered by you all already. I'm going to move on again. Very fast uh? Haha and pls.. this is what I have made my judgement over you people and is definately not emo-ing. I have a backbone I am independent Partly, I am Stuck in Between. I don't know what you all thinking lar. Fuck sake. Then like..aiyaa I try to help, then all like segregate segregate. turn you backs away. Geez. Tell you all what lar I'm just gonna leave Leave you all. I cannot stand you people somehow. The communication isn't there already. some of you i know perhaps ignoring me, attitude me or whatever. I don't know why u are doing this but is it me or is it u and fucking problems? People, I'm just way too nice. in a way. I have to please everyone. but, so many How? tell me how lar jibai? cannot rite fuck? I no longer believe in like you guys are my BFFs.. yaa rite man.. SO MUCH FOR THAT sia. U dont know the meaning then what the fuck u say for? then ure all act as if like frens and go on. Why don't ure just sit down and solve the bloody prob?? srsly la, some of u are realy fine, thnx the rest leh JUST FUCKYOU MAN FUCK YOUR LIFE FUCK YOUR EVERYTHING!!!! FUCK YOUUUUU COS YOU ALL as in ALL ARE A DISAPPOINTMENT I THINK IM GONNA BE PROUD AND NOT MODEST IM GONNA BE EVIL BE BAD, NOT BE NICE IM GONNA bE IGNORANT AND NOT CARING IM GONNA BE TOTALLY AGAINST YOU ALL FUCKERS I DON'T NEED PEOPLE LIKE YOU ALL. ONLY KNOW ATTENTION-SEEKING CROWD ATTRACTER JUST FUCK YOU SELL YOURSElF SELL!! JUST KNOW HOW TO PANGSEH. JUST KNOW HOW TO EMO JUST KNOW HOW TO IGNORE PEOPLE I'VE THROWN MY STUDIES TECHNICALLY MY SEC4 LIFE FOR A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I REALLY FELT THEIR BETTER THAN ANYONE I COULD POSSIBLY SEE THAT I'VE LOVED AND TRUSTED BUT YOU ALL JUST DON'T SEEM TO CARE, ALREADY. you may not be involved but THE REST ARE! EH UNFAIR LA. SHOW SOME APPRECIATION CAN OR NOT?! I KNOW I OLDER I STILL GIVE IN TO YOU ALL WHAT I TRY TO BE NICE AND YOU JUST GIVE ME SHIT YOU NOT ONLY DO IT TO ME BUT THE OTHER PEERS OF YOURS. I KNOW THEY ARE NOT HAPPY WITH YOU STINKY ATTITUDE I REALLY DNO HOW TO EXPLAIN THIIIISSSS BUT IM GONNA LEAVE LA. IM LEAVING YOU FUCKERS COS ITS STUPID AND MEANINGLESS ALREADY DON'T YOU THINK? I NEED A FUCKING BREAK FROM YOU ALL SIA SERIOUSLY.
just fuck you all la. this is anger, not me being emo-.- i say fuck not cse its cool but to convey on my point strongly. i hope u wld understand you all. disappointed with you all. you all made me feel down. really. don't bother about me too. i dont deserve cse i think i shldnt be with you people at all. i need to rest.. end of my long post... im just...too tired
I'll play for you.
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