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The Silhouette.
Monday, February 23, 2009 at 10:59:00 PM

After a series of events,
I guess.
I must.
I perhaps.
must stop,
pause,
and think about it.

thinking properly and facing the situation.
is so much better then getting angry over it.
I know.
but i can't seem to understand this point, based on what I've done.

Its just me.
Me and my rash attitude.

I want a change.
I no longer want to be the weak, childish person who can't face small problems.
I want to be strong, not weak.
and I'm going to be one.

I'm going to show that.
I'm no pushover.
I'm no loser.
I'm going to show others my will and power.
I'm going to gain others' respect, not forcefully.
I'm not going to stand aside and watch things go.
I want a Change.
Change to me
Change to my sad and miserable life in secondary 2.
Where I hide
and not show.

So why?
Why must i hide?
Can't I show?
I'm just too immature and afraid of things.
Maybe this change would bring me upon something great? something meaningful?
Unlike now.
Everything is so pretentious to me.
I don't seem to achieve.
I can yearn
but never to attain.
Why?

Again reasons are meant to be learned.
not meant to be realized.

My dear readers,
If you are reading this.
and YOU know me for quite a weak person. (maybe not)
Then perhaps you are wrong . .

I'm going to show,
who I really am . . for a changed person.

Slowly . .
Subtly . .

I'll play for you.