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FUCKING PISSED..
Thursday, January 29, 2009 at 8:05:00 PM

sick and tired of everything.
Hope it all be gone soon...can't stand it.

I scolded the hell out of tangsen on wednesday morning.
Its just like after cny and im like scolding?? early in the morning
Honestly, Ive never scolded anyone in band before. That morning was officially my 1st.
I did not blogged it on wednesday itself, cos i was tinking whether i should ever post this or not..
well, i guess i should since i'm here already..

Before i go on, let me tell u this. I'm going to go vulgar to the extreme..so be warned.Ready?
well, imagine this. You have someone under you, in work or any aspect. He doesn't have any problem most of the time, just one thing. FORGETFULLNESS!!!
that one word, has brought alot of godam problems for me..

My junior in band. He is hardworking, just that he is so busy until he cannot come down for bloody self prac??! cheebye.. like dat oso cannot..Then zat have to like kaobei alot..
He has been interrogated several times..but still yet to change..
Last friday, he comitted a flaw..he forget to punch out..
I then decided that..i should do something..about this fucked up business.
then on the early hours of wednesday morning, i cultivated a very firece aura around me.(maybe some of you dont see it)

Along the way, he still have the guts, the godam guts to tell me that he cannot come at my expected time. Absurd!..but i still let him..i wasnt in the mood to pick on this kinda thing.

Surprisingly, HE CAME ON TIME.
HAH..how 'pleasant'..i asked him in to get his tuba, his file and his ass kicking to the big windows area..then so on so on ..I NAG NAG NAG then on to SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD>>> fuck la..then i slam table slam the cupboard. demanding. strict. vicious. i never felt or have an experience with such a climax before.
Some band members asked me why was i scolding my junior. Everyone thinks his bloody innocent, please la fuck. this is not your fucking business and you think my junior is bloody innocent??! omg. if thats the case i wld have took the plunge and die..

My junior is like this..
slow. weak. Lousy. Incompetitive. troublesome. loves to idle. IRRESPONSIBLE. FORGETFULL!!!!..loves to play comp-maple?? wtf..get a life la..a fucking asshole who have three activities to look out every week, namely debating, chinese reading club(oh pls), band.
Band is the main one and he yet alw skip a little here and there.

But of cos, if he was a much better player? or he has other section members to cover in for him? NOOOO there is no other way!! THERE IS NO OTHER WAY MY FRIEND!!
DO YOU KNW THE SEVERITY OF THE GODAM SITUATION>>>argh..
you are the only fucking junior left in the Tuba section..You want to let it fall or not. Its really up to you ya? just that if u really want it to go down..I will not rest k? i will not..

I really wanted to curse and swear at you godam it cse the whole point of scolding you is not only i really want you to freaking hell change your cheebye attitude?? and also, your weakness has exposed my flaw in not teaching you bloody well..You are my only jr and what the fuck you want?? YOu think you bigshot la? tink we have to pamper you cos you areso called our only 'lifeline'?? LET ME TELL YOU BLOODY HELL NO!!
NOO NOO NOO
if you tink that way i tell u YOu ARE so bloody WRONG YOu fucker.
So in simple terms if you are to bloody blur? You weak, I'm even weaker? IM WEAKER!! prly the weakest. Im so called useless. USELESS BLOODY HELL??? DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE GROUP YOU IN THE MAJORITY AS A USELESS PERSON>??? lIke TOTALLY 100% USELESS..??

I hope anyone who reads this get my godam point..
anyway. this wont be the final post abt such a thing.
there will sure be more..Im very sure. Although i know. why not prevent it?
its all cos. ones ways are not under my control, Its all up to the person whether he wants to change or not..thats my point..

signing off:
symphony no. 22

I'll play for you.