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the awaking.
Thursday, January 29, 2009 at 8:57:00 PM

Another yet.
I feel.
I'm so going to step down soon.yet i feel i have not accomplish much as a band major itself.

Why ?? I often ask myself? Probably bcos i did too much self-learning myself or through the help of the best ppl around me? I remembered my past was shitty.
I had conflicts. many. some I can remember vividly. Some i can't, although the idea is there..

But all brought me up where i'm standing now. thanks to all who were there.
however, all this. maybe it all took too much time.
by now. i would like to accomplish something in band.as in do my part in improving the music in band or somehthing? totally cliche..i just simply want band members to be responsible musicians, and willing to learn. MOst importantly, Know their main purpose in band. It doesn't have to be like..Uh, I must not FAIL SELF PRAC!!..i must listen to my SL kinda thing. And I know got dam screwed up ppl, i dunt have to say names la..they say all this to me, JUST FOR SHOW ONLY. come'on la, I was there once what the fuck?

You guys practically said that cse you guys want to protect your image ya? screw u! if u not interested then F-off la knn.. i believe people live for a reason la, So if u'd prefer to live the life of pretense? then You would never realise your true meaning of life..(ok i sound alot like a christian here). ok i say no use uh? i tell u la..give you the picture.

You guys come strolling down happily ah? goo down to the band room, and start to practice ya? HAHAHA of course that isnt a problem la. but do you remember what you say before that? well i dno? but most prly u said this: UHHHH....Band sux.. mst go back self prac sia.. ..
uh how smart sia.
pretty bigshot assholes tink they can live their way thru band like that? dream on!
definately saying this, i can't stop anything. And for those people who really slog their guts out thanks. alot. you guys have ur dignity and have committed urself, you will find your reason why you are here all along.

Unfortunately la, i have to say that most of this crap comes from the sec4s. the seniors. or i could say USELESS la. mayb one or 2 are not. i know im one of them. as u can see from my previous post, i couldn't even take care of one junior? As a band major, what more the band then? Isn't that utter useless??! I really feel that useless. Although I don't blame my conductor for that comment, I just think its totally true. People have to face up to the facts anyway, so why not just face the music?? some people till now still dnt accept this fact la.. some people just think life is for fun, yet some of them are fucking christians(no offence).some people don't take anything seriously. Well, i think you deserve the title 'useless' la..

As seniors, we gotta set an example for everyone including your peers. CAn't you see if everyone work together in perfect harmony, won't everything be like smooth-going? there would not be any problem. Aiya..I know. Peopl would be out there saying that i'm an ass? or something? But do u tink i give a dam to ur useless comments, if there are any? well sorry to say no. AT ALL.

If everyone has the heart to do it, The HEART!! nothing is impossible. You dont have to see it as forcing upon urself, learn to accept it, and you would know the joy in it. AND you don't have to COMPLAIN COMPLAIN COMPLAIN YOUR WHOLE BLOODY LIFE COS U NOT HAPPY WITH THE CONDITIONS, GIVE PEOPLE SO MUCH PROBLEM...uh thats another story.

signing off:
symphony no. 22

I'll play for you.